I finally tender my resignation and it felt good. Never felt happier. At least i see some light in this dark tunnel of life. My company does not care whether or not I am leaving. No one mentioned anything. How life in here sucks and I am thankful for my decision to move on. Cheers to a better future.
I haven been blogging because I have been worried and depressed about Mum. Mum is so sick, and i cant bare for her to leave me. I wish I can make her feel better but then again I do not know what I can do. The more I feel lost, the more I just want to escape and not come home anymore. I know its wrong but I feel lost at home and I would just seek comfort elsewhere, anywhere. This Chinese New Year will be so bleak. I pray that God hears my prayer and make mum happier in the last of her days. Letting her see what she wants me to do and that is to go for my studies.
Having this horrible tummy cramp that I rather hope I can just sleep now. Anyway its almost time for me to leave, so its ok. I am on a 2-hr time off later, so I can be home early to sleep. I have been sleeping and sleeping but I cant seem to sleep enough... why huh?
I haven been blogging because I have been worried and depressed about Mum. Mum is so sick, and i cant bare for her to leave me. I wish I can make her feel better but then again I do not know what I can do. The more I feel lost, the more I just want to escape and not come home anymore. I know its wrong but I feel lost at home and I would just seek comfort elsewhere, anywhere. This Chinese New Year will be so bleak. I pray that God hears my prayer and make mum happier in the last of her days. Letting her see what she wants me to do and that is to go for my studies.
Having this horrible tummy cramp that I rather hope I can just sleep now. Anyway its almost time for me to leave, so its ok. I am on a 2-hr time off later, so I can be home early to sleep. I have been sleeping and sleeping but I cant seem to sleep enough... why huh?
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